Then he realized the job required a six-week training program in another city.
Not far.
Two hours away.
But far enough that he would be gone Monday through Friday.
He could come home weekends.
Emma could stay with me.
That was the obvious plan.
The old plan.
The plan we all trusted.
Then Rachel asked the question no one wanted her to ask.
“Could I help?”
We were all in my kitchen when she said it.
Jackson froze.
I froze.
Emma was at the table coloring a purple horse.
Rachel immediately lifted both hands.
“I’m not asking to replace Martha,” she said. “I know Martha is home to Emma. I just mean maybe one afternoon a week, or bedtime video calls, or preschool pickup if needed. Whatever helps.”
Jackson said nothing.
His face closed.
Rachel nodded.
“Forget I asked.”
But Emma looked up.
“Can Rachel pick me up with Nana?”
Jackson turned toward his daughter.
The room held its breath.
“Maybe,” he said.
It was the bravest maybe I had ever heard.
That night, after Rachel left, Jackson sat on my porch steps with me.
Cicadas buzzed in the trees.
Emma slept upstairs in the room she still called “my Nana room.”
“I don’t want to need her,” he said.
“I know.”
“I built everything without her.”
“Yes.”
“What kind of fool lets the person who dropped the bricks come help with the roof?”
I smiled sadly.
“A tired one.”
He laughed despite himself.