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Daniel was my company’s head of security, a former military man, patient where I was reactive, and one of the few people I trusted with the unpleasant parts.
He answered on the second ring and knew, from my first sigh, that something catastrophic had happened before I uttered a single useful word.
“I need you at my house right now,” I said.
“Bring everyone here. Vanessa hurt the boys. Rosa is injured. There may be someone else in the house.”
He didn’t ask questions that would waste oxygen.
He simply said, “I’m coming,” and hung up.
Rosa touched my arm with her bruised fingers and shook her head towards the hallway.
—Ethan —she whispered—, there’s more.
I thought I had reached the limit of what a person can hear inside a child’s room without fainting, but I was still wrong.
She told me that before Vanessa dragged her inside, she had heard another voice coming from the guest room at the end of the hall, a low, female, husky voice asking for water.
A woman.
It’s not a television.
It’s not audio from a phone.
A woman in my house, behind the closed door of the guest room, asking for water while my children screamed from the nursery and my nanny bled on the floor.
The human mind is not designed to absorb so much violence at once without seeking places to become desensitized, and I could feel that desensitization lurking like a predator.
I forced myself to stay alert by counting what mattered: three boys alive, Rosa conscious, police on the way, possible male suspect, unknown woman, Vanessa somewhere nearby.
—Stay here—I told Rosa.
“Lock this door from the inside, along with the dresser, after I leave. If anyone other than me or the police knocks on the door, don’t open it.”
She seemed horrified that I would leave even for a moment, and I understood because I was horrified too, but the guest room now existed like a scream.
I took the heavy brass lamp from the dresser, kissed Noah’s forehead, then Mason’s, then Eli’s, and promised I would be back before they finished counting to ten.
That was a lie.