“I… I don’t know!” I cried.
But I did.
The haunting became physical. Plates would fly off the table and shatter. The television would turn on to show nothing but snow, and out of that white noise, I would hear Akosiwa’s voice.
“Why, Adjoa? Why?”
Kojo couldn’t take it. He took Émile and left. He told me he loved the woman he thought I was, but he was terrified of the woman I actually am.
“You’re a hollow shell, Adjoa,” he said as he packed the car. “There’s nothing inside you but shadows.”
I was alone in the mansion. The power was cut. The servants had fled.
I sat in the dark living room, the moonlight casting long, skeletal shadows across the floor. I heard the sewing machine.
Whirrr. Whirrr. Whirrr.
It was coming from the basement. I didn’t want to go. But my feet moved on their own. I was no longer the master of my body.
I descended the stairs. There, in the middle of the empty room, was an old manual sewing machine. And sitting at it was Akosiwa.
She wasn’t a shadow anymore. She looked as real as she had the day she arrived in the city. Her skin glowed. Her caramel skin was flawless. Except for the throat.
She stopped sewing and looked up. She was holding a dress. It was a beautiful, magnificent gown, made of the red earth and the gold of my greed.
“It’s for you, sister,” she said. Her voice was like the wind through the tall grass. “It’s your final outfit.”
“Akosi… please… I’m sorry…”
“Sorry is for the living, Adjoa. We are beyond that now.”
She stood up. She walked toward me. I tried to scream, but my voice was gone. I had used it to lie for too long.
She touched my cheek. Her hand was icy, a cold that went straight to my marrow.
“You wanted to be rich,” she whispered. “You wanted to be seen. Now, everyone will see you. They will see the girl from the village who thought she could outrun her soul.”
She pulled the dress over my head. It felt like lead. It felt like fire. It constricted around my chest until I couldn’t breathe.
The Final Reflection
I am still in the house. But I am not the owner.
New people moved in. A young couple, full of hope. They bought the mansion at an auction for almost nothing. They don’t know why the air is always cold. They don’t know why their dog refuses to enter the basement.
I watch them from the mirrors.
I am the shadow now. I am the smudge in the glass. I am the cold draft.
And next to me, always, is Akosiwa. She doesn’t speak anymore. She just sews. She is making a shroud, a never-ending piece of fabric that she wraps around me, inch by inch, day by day.
I have the gold. It’s buried in the walls. I have the fame. My name is still whispered in the markets as a warning.
But I have no peace.
Every night, I see the light of the village in the distance, a tiny spark of orange in the dark. I try to reach for it, but the glass of the mirror is too thick. I am trapped in the luxury I bought with her blood.
And as the sun rises over Cotonou, I hear her hum that lullaby.
The bird lost its way… the bird found the dark… and now the bird can never fly home.
I sacrificed my sister to become rich. I got everything I wanted.
And God help me, I have never been more poor.
Epilogue: The Cycle of the Sun
Twenty years have passed. The mansion is now a crumbling ruin, reclaimed by the vines and the humidity. The city grew around it, but people still avoid that block. They say the “Lady in Yellow” and the “Woman of Glass” still haunt the grounds.
Kojo and Émile moved to a different country. Émile grew up to be a priest. He spends his life praying for souls he doesn’t name. He never married. He says he can still hear a lullaby in his sleep, and it makes him afraid of the dark.
My parents died in the house I built for them. They died wealthy, but miserable. They left their fortune to the village church, hoping to buy back the grace their daughter had sold.
And me?
I am waiting for the mirror to break.
I am waiting for the day when the silver backing flakes away and I am finally released into the nothingness I deserve. But until then, I must watch. I must watch the world grow and change while I remain frozen in the moment of my greatest sin.
I see girls in the street, sisters holding hands, laughing as they share a piece of fruit. I want to yell at them. I want to tell them to hold on tight. I want to tell them that hunger is nothing compared to the cold of a hollow heart.
But I have no voice.
I am just the ghost of a millionaire. I am the Adjoa of the shadows.
And as the full moon rises once again, I feel Akosiwa’s hand on my shoulder. She turns me toward the glass.
“Look, sister,” she whispers. “Look at what we built.”
I look. And all I see is the dark.
For in the world of the invisible, the price of a soul is never fully paid. It is a debt that earns interest in every tear, every scream, and every century of silence.
I was Adjoa. I was the Light’s sister. Now, I am only the dark.