Every evening, I took notes in a protected document.
May 27: Daniel accused me of hiding messages.
June 1st: Rachel entered through the back door.
June 4: Daniel questioned my makeup.
June 9: Rachel called me fragile.
June 14: Daniel said, “No one will believe you if you act like a fool.”
This last one stuck with me.
Nobody will believe you.
There it is.
The next part of his plan.
Don’t just blame me.
Discredit me.
That night, I packed a small bag and hid it in the car. Clothes. Medicine. Passport. Birth certificate. My grandmother’s earrings. A USB drive with the video. Another with financial documents.
The next morning, I sat alone in the school parking lot before anyone arrived, watching the sunrise paint the windows gold, and wept for the woman I once was.
Not because she was stupid.
Because he had loved sincerely.
And this too deserved to be mourned.
Part 5
Julie’s 40th birthday dinner was supposed to be informal.
At least, that’s what Daniel called it.
“Just a casual family thing,” he said, buttoning his shirt. “Try not to act weird tonight.”
I looked up from my earrings.
“Strange?”
“You were tense in Rachel’s presence.”
“She’s been at my house more than I’ve been.”
His jaw tensed. “That’s exactly what I mean.”
I almost told him at that moment.
I almost said, “I know. I’ve known for six weeks. I saw what you did. I saw you accuse me while you wore your betrayal like a crown.”
But Vanessa’s voice remained imprinted in my mind.
Don’t go into it without a plan.
Then I smiled.
“I’ll be nice,” I said.
“We should go motorcycle riding together.”
“I have a school fundraiser first. See you there.”
It was only partially true. I could have skipped the fundraiser. I didn’t because I wanted my car.
Before leaving, I called Mara.
“It could be tonight,” I said.
“What does it mean?”
“I don’t know yet.”
“Claire”.
“I won’t start anything. But if he does…”
Mara was silent.
“Then finish it.”
Julie lived in a large brick house in a tidy neighborhood, full of manicured lawns and basketball hoops. When I arrived, the children were running barefoot across the grass. Daniel’s uncle was watching over the barbecue as if it were sacred. Elaine kissed me on the cheek and told me I looked thin.
Rachel, wearing a yellow dress, stood near the patio table.
He hugged me.
Her scent was familiar to me.