Calla was supposed to be my wife. Back then, she was the heart of the house—the one who could calm a toddler with a song and stop an argument with a single look. But seven years earlier, the police found her car near the river, the driver’s door open, her purse still inside, and her coat left on the railing above the water. Hours later, they found Mara, then eleven years old, barefoot on the side of the road, freezing and unable to speak. When she finally talked weeks later, she kept repeating that she didn’t remember anything. There was no body, but after ten days of searching, we buried Calla anyway. And I was left trying to hold together ten children who suddenly needed me in ways I had never imagined.
People told me I was out of my mind for fighting for those kids in court. Even my brother said loving them was one thing, but raising ten children alone was something else entirely. Maybe he was right. But I couldn’t let them lose the only parent figure they had left. So I learned how to do everything myself—braiding hair, cutting boys’ hair, rotating lunch duty, keeping track of inhalers, and figuring out which child needed quiet and which one needed grilled cheese cut into stars. I didn’t replace Calla. I just stayed.