I couldn’t breathe. I doubled over, sliding helplessly off the edge of the sofa, falling heavily to my knees on the hardwood floor. I clutched my stomach with both hands, gasping for air that refused to enter my lungs, my vision instantly swimming with black spots.
I looked up, my vision blurred with involuntary tears of pure, unadulterated agony.
My mother hadn’t even stood up from the loveseat. She was looking at me, but there was no horror in her eyes. There was only a profound, irritated smirk. She rolled her eyes, her gaze drifting back toward the loud television.
“Oh, for heaven’s sake, Emily, stop it,” my mother sighed, her tone dripping with absolute, condescending dismissal. “It was just a rubber ball. You are being completely hysterical. That’s nothing compared to what real labor is going to feel like. You need to toughen up.”
I couldn’t formulate words to argue. The pain was escalating, a rolling, white-hot wave of terror radiating from my core.
I turned my head desperately toward the armchair, fighting through the dizziness to focus on my sister.
I expected to see Nicole rushing toward me. I expected to hear her scolding her son.
Instead, Nicole was standing up, but she wasn’t moving to help me. She had her smartphone raised, held horizontally in both hands, the camera lens pointed directly at my face as I writhed on the floor.
The small, red recording light in the corner of her screen was blinking steadily.
She was giggling.
“Dylan! Oh my God, you are such a little terror!” Nicole laughed, her voice bright and highly amused. She kept the camera perfectly trained on my agonizing form, panning slightly to capture Dylan’s triumphant grin. “Look at Aunt Emily being so dramatic! Say hi to the camera, Dyl!”
“Call… 911…” I choked out, the words tasting like copper in my mouth. I reached a trembling hand out toward her, my fingers curling into a desperate claw. “Please… something is wrong. The baby…”
“Emily, don’t be so dramatic,” my mother snapped from the couch, finally muting the television, her voice sharp with annoyance. “You are ruining a perfectly nice Sunday afternoon with this performance. Get up off the floor.”
The pain spiked again, sharper and more vicious than before. I curled tighter into a fetal position on the hard oak planks, my cheek pressing against the dusty floorboards. The room was beginning to spin, the edges of my vision darkening with a terrifying, encroaching numbness.
And then, I felt it.
A sudden, horrifying rush of warm, heavy fluid soaked rapidly through the fabric of my maternity jeans, pooling instantly on the hardwood floor beneath me.
For a fleeting second of desperate hope, I thought my water had broken.