It is cold, surgical, and precise, because by the time a person dares to embarrass you in public, they have already practiced disrespect in private until it becomes second nature.
I was standing near one side of the ballroom, with one of my twins asleep leaning on my shoulder and the other fidgeting in the stroller, when Liam grabbed my arm and dragged me into the dark corridor near the service exit.
The smell there was grotesque because of its contrast.
Outside, the alley gave off a faint smell of garbage and old rainwater, while the ballroom behind us exhaled expensive perfumes, champagne, orchids, polished leather, and the polished lies of corporate success.
One of the babies had vomited on my dress just a few minutes ago.
Not in a drastic way.
Enough to leave a pale stain near my collarbone, the kind only a decent husband would notice because he wanted to help, not because he was embarrassed to be seen with his wife.
Liam realized this because shame was his favorite instrument.
“What’s wrong with you?” he snapped, pulling me forward as if I were a problem with the catering service instead of the woman who had given birth to his children four months earlier.
“Liam has vomited,” I said quietly, trying to keep my tone even because babies could perceive tone before they understood words.
“It’s a baby.